“Shit.” Leslie glances at her watch and sees that it’s 7:04:32. Siobhan would be awake if not at work yet. Leslie calls her.
“Where the hell are you, Leslie? I tried to call you all day yesterday.” Siobhan is angry and not reticent about showing it.
“Sorry. I had my cell off.” Leslie turns off her cell when she can’t deal with it—which is most of the time. And, it’s now telling her that she’s missed many, many messages—which is annoying the hell out of her. “Listen. I’m in Chicago. I—“
“What the hell are you doing in Chicago?”
“I came to meet Rose—John’s best friend.”
“Who the fuck is Rose? What’s going on, Leslie?”
With a start, Leslie realizes that she hasn’t told Siobhan anything since discovering that John was not John. Taking a deep breath, Leslie makes as concise a summary as she can. Still, it takes a good twenty minutes with Siobhan interrupting frequently to ask questions. When Leslie is finished, Siobhan doesn’t hesitate to express her opinion.
“You get your ass home now. This is not a game, Leslie. Whoever killed John and took Rose isn’t going to stop at killing one more person. I would greatly prefer that person were not you.” Siobhan is struggling to keep her temper, but it’s touch and go.
“Do you think this person is going to stop? He knows I am on his trail. Whether or not I stop, I don’t think he’ll feel safe until he gets me out of the way.”
“That’s why you should quit now. Make it clear you’re leaving everything up to the cops. Please, Leslie. Don’t do anything rash. Come home and call your shrink.” Siobhan is pleading now as she senses that Leslie’s mind is made up.
“I have to do this, Siobhan. For John. I love you, and I’ll talk to you later.” Leslie hangs up the phone and turns it off. She knows that if she talks to Siobhan any longer, they’ll just end up in a long, shouty argument. Then, they will say things they regret before apologizing. Then, Leslie will do what she plans to do, anyway, so why not skip all that? Leslie reminds herself to call Siobhan later just to update her on things, and then she returns to her laptop.

“What about Digger?” I asked, more to shake her up than because I thought it was him.
“You have a girlfriend, Henry?” My mother said, her eyes lighting up. I could see the vision of plump grandbabies dancing in her thoughts. Never mind that Hank was only twenty—if he had a girlfriend, then hope sprang eternal.
I wander around the gym, engaging random people in conversation. No one working out, of course, because that would be in violation of club rules. Besides, I know how I’d feel if someone was pestering me as I was trying to do my reps. However, there are quite a few people just milling around, looking as if they’re either resting or done or about to start. Those are the ones I target. Understandably, most of them are reluctant to divulge anything to a total stranger, but the fact that I’m a petite woman who is not a potential threat disarms the women. The fact that I’m a good-looking petite Asian woman disarms most of the men—and more than a few women. Unfortunately, even when I’m able to pry information out of people, there is precious little to be had. Gym rats are creatures of habit, and most of this crowd never step foot in the gym until late afternoon. After an hour, I’m more than a little dispirited. I decide to try one more person before giving up. My quarry is a burly he-man hulk with bulging muscles and a tiny waist. I don’t understand why guys go for that look, but I’m sure many guys don’t understand why some women slather makeup on their faces with a trowel. The guy has bought some kind of wheat-germ drink from the juice bar and is chugging it down methodically. I wait for him to swallow before I speak.




